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| Well well well i finally get to update. let me tell
u my fellow xanginans this has been a stress filled and long 3 weeks.
we have had 3 football games since i last updated so i will catch u up
on our season. I've been busy with Forensics stuff so i will let u know
whats goin on there. ihave turned 18 so i'll hit that subject, i've
been workin on nominee stuff for scholarship stuff and thats what
really been killin me. and i'll touch on a few things thats just
happened that was kool!! alrighty......... here............
we................ go!!!!
East vs. North
This was a bitter match
coming in. we both knew the loser of this game would have a tough time
getting into the playoffs so we buckeled the chin gards a lil tighter
and came in ready to battle. It was at our house so it was gonna be a
tough game for them. Early in the game we scored and lead 7-0 towards
the end of the 1st half they scored to tie it up. in the 2nd half we
sealed the deal by scoring twice taking the lead to 21-7 and that would
be the final score. personally i had a great game with many tackles and
a good game on O. That score we had in the first half was cause of me
lol. we were on D and i blitzed off the edge and the QB rolled and and
set up to throw as soon as he let go of the ball i drilled him and the
ball went into the hand of Austin Peterson, who took it in for 6!
East vs. Volunteer
Volunteer has always
caused trouble for us so we knew this would be a fight. We scored early
with Mike Nid. taking one for 6 from 80 yrds out on the 2nd play of the
game. muffed snap caused the extra point to not happen. it would be a
long time until Niddy would take it in again from 76 this time
for another 6 which made it 12-0 late in the 4th. I scored the 2pt
Conversion on a shovel pass and made it 14-0 which would be our final.
other than the 2pt conv. i had a few tackels and 1 sack. that made 3
sackes and a bunch of hurries on the year making me the leared on our D
in that area.
East vs. Central
Wow what a game. thats all
i can say. we knew this on was gonna be huge and we knew that we had to
win this one. Central is not a bad team either. they have sum big guys
(Much love to my boy Justin Miller, he's bustin his butt out there and
not gettin ne paydirt for it but it will come for those Crougars, thank
god it wasn't that night tho) i'm not gonna say much about this game
except i did terrible for the 1st game this yr. i dropped 2 td passes
that could have changed the game and took alot of presure off our D but
we fought it out and came back from a 19-14 deficate to win the game
21-19. a hard fought game and a good time.
Next?
This week is our Bye week
(where we don't have to play for all u non-football ppl) we have
Johnson County not this friday but next and this is not one i'm lookin
forward to. Those guys are mean and cheap and they will be looking to
injur us. so we r gonna be careful. friday we r gonna go watch TN High
play DB and i hope they take another 5A beating lol.
4N6!
Wow alot stress there1 we
have a tourney this weekend and i'm not even ready yet but it great
that this is our bye week cuz that gives Hanna (a.k.a. *My 1 and Only*)
and i a chance to work on our stuff a lil more. We are doing a Duet
called "Song on Lillian" by: Ken Bradbury. its gonna me great. Very
intense dramatic action which is what i love. Other up an comin stuff
that is gonna be awesome is our One Act that we are gonna be doin. Its
called "Bang! Bang! Your !" a very dramatic one act about a kid
that shoots up a school. i wanna be Josh "The Shooter" his role is
major dramatic and i think i could do an excelent job....
STRESS!!!
Wow on the one thing that
has been killin me latly in the Roan Scholarship thing i did. It is a
scholarship program that selects one nominee to attend ETSU 4 yrs full
ride with everything payed for. That includes dorm, books, food, and
they even buy you a lap top. it will be a great thing to do if i can
get it and i worked as hard as i could all week last week. i was up til
1 30am thursday night finishing stuff cuz i knew i needed it to be done
and i think thats why i played bad on Friday. Oh well we still won and
if i get this life will be so much easier.
I'm 18!!!
Yes Yes Yes happy B-Day to
me! I am now Legal lol. its been a fun ride. I didn't really do
nething special for my Bday which was Labor Day by the way. I spent my
B-day just how i wanted to, with my baby Hanna. she took me out to eat
and gave me my presents! Her gifts made me tear up too. She game me a
new picture holder for my new wallet she got me as well and the picture
holder was full of pix of us her and came with a very touching card. it
was so awesome and i almost cried lol. She got me an awesome Fossile
wallet! and the other thing she gave me was a football that said "Happy
Big 18" and that really made me cry cuz it was like she gave in to my
love for football and gave me sumthing that really touched me. I
currently sleep with that football tucked away in my arsm every night
lo. Hey thats not that weird ok!!! i Love my Baby and i Love football
and with that ball i have a piece of them both with me at night. That
night we went back to her house and hung out for a lil bit then i went
home. other than the fact that i can go to jail now i don't feel ne
different than b4 but its kool just sayin "Hey i'm an " lol which
is a scary thought lol.
Other Kool Events!
This past Saturday i went
to the Rythem and Roots Festival in Downtown Bristol on State St. Hanna
is in Love with the Hippie lifestyle so she wanted me to go really bad
and i made sure that i could make time to go (she even left my game
early so she could go see Donna and the Buffalo Friday night and i
didn't get my post-game hug and kiss! but its all good i understand) We
walked around and enjoyed the music and the fun. One really kool thing
was how friendly everyone was. this one guy made hanna a pair of
glasses out or that fuzzy twisty wire stuff lol it was totally hott
stuff but all the ppl were really nice. The food was terrible but i
survied. Hanna got sick Sunday night tho and she said it was from the
food which i can sse that being very true. but we r both alive and
healthy. We say Old Crow live and i have tyo say i can't stand the CD but
being able to see them live and be there in the Atmosphere was really
fun. i had a GREAT time watching Hanna do the hipped dances and stuff
lol yea it was a great time and i will go back if i can!
Hanna and i have also had 3 dates of inportance the
last few weeks. we hit our 10 month ann. and we had a picnic on a
BEAUTIFUL Sunday at the Holston Dam. we ate KFC and fell asleep on our
blanket on the grass. when we woke up we walked around and went to the
top of the dam. it was a great time. The other 2 was the 1 yr ann. of
the first time we ever hung out. On Sept. 17th 2004 Hanna sacrificed
Rythem and Roots to come hang out with me at TCBY in Blountville. We
were there for like 3 hours just goofing off and having a good time.
Thats the day it started and became what we r now. The next day (Sept.
18) we went on our first actual date to the movies to see Mr. 3000 and
in that movie we had our first kiss. I remember it really well too.
Hanna had on her fav. skirt and red leg warmers. she was totally the
hottest thing ever and she still is the hottest on the face of
this earth. durning the movie we were holding hands and flirting then
we both leaned in and kissed. The first one and i was gone for good lol.
she's had me in the bag since then and i don't see her lettin me go or
me wanting to go netime soon at all.. I lover her so much and i am the
luckiest guy in the world to have such a wonderful dimond by my side.
"I love you so much Hans! u r my moon and stars that keep my night from
being so dark and you are my sun that takes it all alway with your
warming rays of love!!!"
Well good lord i think after typin for an hour that
finally takes care of it. i'm out cuz i'm really tierd now. but now
that i'm caught up it won't be so bad. Keep the positive feedback
coming a thank u all so much and thanx for reading my new novel about
the last 3 weeks. later ppl thanx again!!!
-Urs Truly,
Miller Time-
P.S. this song is Deticated to my baby Hanna Huskins the love of my
life because evertime she's near no one else matters!!! i love u baby!!!
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| Well hello again all my fellow xangians! It has been
an increaiby awesome night. After coming off our loss last week to
Cloudland we were fired up tonight for the battle against Crockett. We
came into the game totally focused on what we had to do. At 7:30pm
thursday night we kicked off and began the road the the 2005 Patriots
new idenity. We had a good 1st half scoring the ball 3 times. 2 times
on offense and 1 time on D. We knew we couldn't let up so in the 2nd
halfg we came out for the kill. in the 3rd quater we went from out
halftime score of 19 - 7 to an overwhelming score of 39-7. we toally
shut down their offence after the first quarter. they had sum really
good players but they we no match for the "Patiot Pack" our D. only
allowed 7 points the whole game that's with our 2nd teamers holding
them the entire 4th quarter. I'm really proud of the way our team came
together this week to start to drive to the path that will identify us
as the 2005 Patriots! Me personally i had an awesome night on defese.
we only threw the ball 4 times the whole game so i didn't have much to
do on O tho lol. But i had servral solo tackles, 3 TFL(tackels for
loss) amd 1 sack! After the game coach talked to us for a few minutes
and we were really happy but aside from the win my highlight of the
night was just to see my baby (Hanna - LOVE!), walking out on the field
to see me. she was so happy and i was so happy. u know its true love
when everytime u see the person u still get that same feeling of "I
love you" everytime u see them coming. i can't say how much i love her
i just want to make that known. she sent me a text after the game that
read, " Fr: *My One n' Only*- i'm so so proud of u! I can't wait
to give u the biggest hug of ur life. U were so happy and that made me
super happy! I love u #36 w/ my all.. LOVE <3" if thats not love i
don't think i'll ever recieve love cuz that right there is more special
to me than nething.
well i'm out cuz i'm really tierd but i had to update. we play North
friday at the Patriot Palace so with enough fight and drive we will be
writing more in the 2005 patriots season. later ppl!
~Matt Miller
#36~
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| Well its football time in TN again. Our season
opener was Friday night against Cloudland. We went into the game
totally prepeared. We had a hard week of practice and a level of
intensity we've never had but, we had to many mistakes. unfortunatly we
lost the game 18 to 7 but at times we looked like a championship team,
we just have to make sum adjustments so we look like that all the time
and trust me we will. Myslef personally i had a pretty good night.
defensivly i was all over the field making tackles and doin my job.
Ofensivly i could have done a lil better i had one dropped pass and one
that was taken outa my hands on a Go pattern. it was a great defensive
play on that guys part though he put himself in the perfect position
and made the play. other than that i had a 25 yd reception, and 2 kill
shots on an unsuspecting #61 lol one of those blindside blocks lol it
was aweosme. i never came off the field but a total of about 8 plays so
i was pretty beat cuz i gave everything i had the entire night. after
the game coach told us we were gonna work harder this week in practice
and that Cloudland was no big deal cuz it was non-conference. I was
pretty beat up but it made it all better just to see my baby waiting
for me after coach got done. just being able to get a hug from Hanna
made me so happy. Saturday i had to work til 6 but after that i was
able to spend alot of time with hanna at the drive in with Brian
Shetona Bobby Scottie Jessee and Morgan Watchin the end of Wedding
crashers and Dukes of Hazard!!! it was fun then we went back to hanna's
house for a lil bit.
We play Crokett next thurs. (cuz of the race) and we
r lookin forward to bringin the pain. Don't expect another update til
Saturday or Sunday, maybe not even then cuz Sunday is a great big day
for me n hanna!!! Its our 10 month ann. its been awesome and i know its
only gonna get better! I LOVE U BABY!!! later ppl....
~Miller Time
~music brought to u by Staind i was gonna play sumthing fromt their new
CD but i couldn't find any of it. oh well heres an oldie!!!
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| Love... a thing many look for for a life time and
only find once. love is a thing that makes every breath a happy one.
knowing u have sumone else asleep sumwhere dreaming about u is a good
feeling. knowing that u have another half, knowing u have a person that
cares about u and wants to be with you every sec of everyday. sumone
that will hold u when u cry sumone that will wipe away the tears and
kiss u when u need it. sumone that will be stupid with u in public and
not care sumone that will shout at the top of their lungs to let u know
they r there. love is an eternal bond that holds u close. love never
end. love is patient love is kind, love never boasts, love holds no
gruges and knows no wrong. these are the things that makes love such a
special find. but there is always the aspect of seperation. what
happens wehn its time to go seperate ways like graduation and college.
well let me tell u, love goes on without stopping. though 2 physical
bodies may be apart the soul remains together and love lives
throughout the soul. love never ends even though relationships may.
times like this bring up the question of "Can love stand the test of
time?" well my my answer to this is i don't know but i can tell u one
thing. sumthing like this love can't mean its over. time will tell whats
gonna happen but as a dear friend just told me "...don't look fowrward
and don't look back... look at the moment because its the only thing u
can do anything about if u love her and she loves u, forget about whats
gonna happen and live life for what it has to offer now...." thats sum
of the best andvice this person has ever given me.
Ryan Cabrea's
She's
she looks into my eyes, i'm alive
again.
and when she
says goodbye, i just die again.
then my
restlessness begins,
please don't
let it win.
i'm so tierd again.
then
underneathe the haze,
one thing still remains the same....
She's the only
love i've known,
and now she's gone away.
She's the
light that brought me to the edge.
will i ever love again?
She walked into my life,
and my
world was still.
she reached into my soul,
and all my doubts were k!lled.
thats when my lonliness subsided,
she gave me the will,
i could fight it?
But nothing can erase on thing that reamins the
same....
She's the only
love i've known,
and now she's gone away.
She's
the light that brought me to the edge,
will i
ever love again?
so just tell
me what i should do,
i left everything for you.
and i
can hardly breathe,
'cause i know i lost you
from my world
from my.....
She's the only
love i've known,
and now she gone away.
She's
the light that brounght me to the edge,
will i ever love again?
She's the only
love i've known
and now she's gone away.
She's
the light that broungt me to the edge,
will i ever love again??
*end*
"....i will not love again i'll never stop loving what i am loving now, forever baby you're the only love i've
known and forever will be the only love i know from October 28th till
the day i die... i love u baby with all that i am and every breath
i have in my lungs....."
-Miller Time
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| Well Hello again, long time no see! sry i've been really lazy and real busy this summer lol. Its been a good one tho. definatly a memorable one. with my senior yr comin up i'm startin to realize that soon i'm gonna be off to college and doin different things with my life that r gonna effect the way my life turns out... and excuss me for a moment my contacts are killing me and i must remove them from my eyes...ok thats much better anyway, college is gonna be a big step and it seems like its been so far away for aso long now its like woah where did all the time go. thinkin about stuff like this is really depressing but it comin around the corner and in my opinion way to fast. i don't see how in a year i will be ready for college. now ith makin the decission that i wanna play college football there is no telling where i'll go. i've even been lookin at this Division 2 school in Arkansas, University or Arkansas at Moticello! thats clear cross TN and in the middle of Akansas! i have no idea now though. I had wanted just to take the route my Brother, Chris did and go to school at UT but i'm not sure now. It's still kinda 60%-40% about that but i kinda want to keep playin as long as i can cuz football has brought me this far and i'm not sure if i wanna give up on it that easy. But i know my life is gonna be changed and i don't know if i wanna let go of what i have. there are to many people in my life i don't think i wanna give up to that far of a place, but even if i don't wanna leave i'm gonna be goin sumwhere. all i can say is that to all my friends and loved ones "the times we've shared and the relationships that we've made i will forever hold dear and nuthing in this world no matter how far i may go, i'll never forget what we've been though. everyone i've met that has made a difference in my life will not be forgotten no matter how seperated we may become."
Ok, now that i got that random thing outa my system i feel a lil better and lets get down to the reall stuff lol. the last time i updated i spoke of the manning camp and the Dork Side. First i'll adress the Manning Camp. WOW lol it was one of the most fun and the hardest things i have ever been through. It was located in Louisiana, most def. the hottest place i have ever been! the entire time it was at least 95 with 100% humidity, no joke! every morning we would wake up at 6:45am and go to breakfast, then they gave us another hour to rest and let our food digest a lil b4 we came out to work. we had practice at 8:30am for 2 hours. we did drills for 45mins after warming up and streching and then we teamed up and threw routes and stuff. then we would break for lunch at 11:45am and then they gave us another break for an hour and a half. then we would do it all over again. after that dinner at 5pm and then 7 on 7passin league. at 6:45pm. after that we would head over to the meeting hall at 9 and listen to Cooper Manning (the funniest guy on earth) and ask questions to the pro players that here there and sum of the best college players and coaches around. we got there on thursday the 7th at 3 and left on sunday the 10th at 12:30pm. it was a really great time and i got to meet alot of really kool ppl including: Peyton and Eli Manning, Brandon Stokley, Eric Anige, Coaches from OK state, and all over the US. it was awesome. i never got ne autographs but thats what mad it a good camp, it wasn't ment for that. i did get to catch a pass thrown by the man himself, Peyton Manning! it was pretty awesome. I'll never forget it lol, hella fun time!
Now to adress the Dork Side issues, currently the Dork Side is on hold due to everyone being busy and or mother nature being a total Bia Bia ith all her rain from the Huricanes blowin in, but do not fret my children, the Dork Side will return with a glorious time or trouble and fun lol.
Since i've been back alot of things has happened with Hanna. I did summthing that really hurt her trust in me. not cheating or nething but i lied to her really bad about sumthing, and it really made me think. Hanna is sumthing thats really special to me. she has ben there for and with me through thick and thin even when i didn't deserve her to be and i know now. Things were rocky and unsure for a while but she found it in her heart to forgive me when she shouldn't have and thats sumthing i don't overlook or take lighly. Hanna u r sooooooooooooooo... (breath) ....... sooooooooooooooooooooooo special to me and i love u so much and i thank u for sticking with me.
Ok enough with the mushy stuff lol (j/k). Another thing i wanna touch on is the new game i have been playing! NCAA 2006! my review on this game is HELLASIOUS!!! it is the best game, aside from the Final Fantasys, that i have ever played. i never eally got into the sports game thing but this one has a kinda RPG side to it. U statr out the game as a player right outa high school. u choose ur posision and start the "Race for the Heismen." u do what every player being recruited must do, the collge combine. there u perform for college coaches and offered where to go. i did it and go offered to UT and of course my blood being as Orange as it is, i took the offer. i have been anihilating everything in my path and 2 of my playrs my QB (the one i created), Dante Savior and Gerald Riggs are on the "Heis. watch list." i'm not sure if D. Savior will win cuz i've thrown alot of pics and fumbled a few times gattin used to the game play but my HB will do great. currently i have been working, doin the football thing and spending alot of time with hanna and other friends tryin to make the rest of my summer work while. we head back to school in less than a month and thats when the fun begins! this will be my Senrior yr full of all that stuff lol. and whats very very important, my sr. football season. its gonna be alot of work and alot of fun. i know we r gonna do great this season and i can tell u one thin i'm gonna bust my rear end as hard as i can to do whatever it takes to do my part in whats gonna be the time of my life. i'm not gonna be comin off the field that much this year which really is awesome but i have a higher risk of injury (<very not kool!!!) and fatigue but i'll work hard and stay strong so that doesn't happen.
Well i think i've covered anything and everything thats been goin on so i guess i can get off here and stop typing. later people have a great time day or w/e
~Miller Time!
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